tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-42378487875693077612024-03-13T06:49:25.481-07:00Words are all I have..to take your heart away..Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.comBlogger49125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-77325534442715129712016-12-30T10:25:00.002-08:002016-12-30T10:25:40.864-08:00As<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
As I tell you that you care</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Girl I may not know you </div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Cause we're neither here nor there</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Entice me,</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
As you tell me it's not fair</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Girl you don't know me</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Cause this is not a dare</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Analyze me,</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
As I make you understand </div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Girl please give a chance</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
To this love we bear</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Hold me,</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
As I take you by your hand</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Girl I feel you pulsing </div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Cause we've got a world to share</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Love me..</div>
</div>
Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-50489096333144803292016-12-30T10:24:00.001-08:002017-01-02T04:33:23.288-08:00Time To Go<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
How do we exchange</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Electronic missives</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
When emotions ain't enough</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
How do I convince you</div>
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That this is no fancy</div>
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Even though our minds ain't clear </div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
To move closer</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
I do what I must do</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
I dig deeper</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
How do I get it through </div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
That this is love</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
Even when you're not here</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
How do I explain the rush</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
When I enter your mind</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
This is more than a crush</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
<br /></div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
How do I tell you babe</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
When I enter your heart</div>
<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, sans, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">
This is love insane..</div>
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Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-70864450903987053462016-07-25T06:17:00.000-07:002016-07-25T06:26:54.709-07:00Haiku Time<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<br />
<br />
Written in the rain,<br />
Connecting cloud and earth,<br />
Love does not burn up<br />
<br />
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<br />
<br />
Amidst mist of trees,<br />
Unknown they lie waiting,<br />
Shifting paths of dreams<br />
<br />
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<br />
<br />
A seraph of hell,<br />
or a hellion of heaven,<br />
Define thyself my love<br />
<br />
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<br /></div>
Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-19896451251122230872016-06-27T11:26:00.000-07:002016-06-27T11:26:41.748-07:00In your hands<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<br />
I've drifted back and forth<br />
Envisioning it all<br />
Building dreams<br />
Castles and waterfalls<br />
<br />
I ain't giving up<br />
Oh I'm trying<br />
To sell myself, to you<br />
But you ain't buying<br />
<br />
Don't say you can't<br />
Make it reality<br />
Do you understand<br />
It's all in your hands<br />
<br />
It isn't easy for me<br />
Just as it isn't easy for you<br />
So why can't we<br />
Walk this path made for two<br />
<br />
Give me your hand<br />
Shouldn't you keep holding on<br />
Are you even trying, or<br />
Am I slipping away<br />
<br />
Don't say you don't know,<br />
Make up your mind<br />
Do you understand<br />
It's all in your head..<br />
<br /></div>
Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-53267094332444126182016-02-03T12:04:00.000-08:002016-02-03T12:04:05.611-08:00Moving On<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Smiled a smile<br />
I didn't know I could<br />
Wide as a mile<br />
In my soul<br />
<br />
Laughed a laugh<br />
Brought out<br />
Down from the depths<br />
I thought was my home<br />
<br />
Sighed a sigh<br />
Calmed and relieved<br />
My anxiety-filled nerves<br />
Unknotted and healed<br />
<br />
Dreamt a dream<br />
Silent and loud<br />
With colours that screamed<br />
Bursting through my little head<br />
<br />
Shed a tear<br />
When I knew<br />
Now and never<br />
Would you be mine.. </div>
Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-65762776981960066002015-10-06T10:20:00.000-07:002015-10-06T10:25:40.680-07:00My Guiding Star<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I'll never understand<br />
What it feels like to be you<br />
To never have that nourishment<br />
Whenever you want to<br />
<br />
To reach out and hope<br />
Of a life that isn't dreadful<br />
What you dream from this world<br />
That which you struggle through<br />
<br />
Love based on survival<br />
Becoming unconditional<br />
Because you know what it's like<br />
To live and not be cynical<br />
<br />
I look up to you<br />
Though you look up to no-one<br />
No fancy needs, just dreams<br />
shaped by your reality<br />
<br />
I've been there and done that<br />
With the safety of a parachute,<br />
And that's precisely why<br />
I'll never dream like you do.. </div>
Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-36102298594034991612015-10-06T10:01:00.003-07:002015-10-06T10:01:51.745-07:00The Ultimatum<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<br />
Is it in my eyes<br />
Because it is on my mind,<br />
Ifs wheres whens whys<br />
Our destiny is nigh<br />
<br />
Is this a dream or reality<br />
Ain't no shred of doubt,<br />
Nor a question to me<br />
That it is real enough<br />
<br />
And if you stop to think<br />
That its a foolish fantasy,<br />
That its because of a drink<br />
I may actually agree<br />
<br />
Putting it together<br />
And pulling it apart,<br />
Dreaming of us forever<br />
Oh you silly heart<br />
<br />
Now that you think of it<br />
Of the miracle of life I've wasted,<br />
It's time I decide to soak in this dream<br />
Or step outside to achieve it.. </div>
Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-1034159726075535262015-04-04T10:14:00.001-07:002015-04-04T10:34:11.818-07:00Waiting..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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When sun comes out,</div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">And you don't know what to shout,</span></div>
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What are you waiting for..</div>
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<br /></div>
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You know just what you want,</div>
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Just those simple thoughts,</div>
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Of that you're sure..</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">
Were the clouds to come out,</div>
<div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">
<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">And if you're not without doubt,</span></div>
<div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">
<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">what are you waiting for..</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br /></span></div>
<div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">
<div>
<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Isn't that a fact of life,</span></div>
<div>
<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Like a wanderer's mind,</span></div>
<div>
<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Looking for something more..</span></div>
</div>
<div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">
<br /></div>
<span style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">But when the moon comes out, </span><br />
<div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">
<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">And you don't know if it's crazy stupid love,</span><br />
<div>
<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">what are you waiting for..</span></div>
</div>
</div>
Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-43352268419576354962015-03-04T07:10:00.001-08:002015-03-04T07:10:04.729-08:00The Fall<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Love me,<br />
But don't consume me<br />
<br />
Envelop me,<br />
But don't burn me<br />
<br />
Hurt me,<br />
But don't desert me<br />
<br />
Leave me,<br />
But don't wound me<br />
<br />
Scar me,<br />
But don't kill me<br />
<br />
Destroy me,<br />
But don't reincarnate me..</div>
Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-80167580003571002282014-12-26T09:19:00.000-08:002015-03-04T07:11:01.508-08:00The Curse<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">The life of the party,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">At a masquerade</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">Disarms with a smile,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">It matters not what he says</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">Surrounded by divas and madonnas</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">Knowing only perfection,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">With his body shaming Adonis,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">He doesn't need to show affection</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">Caught in his web,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">So casually woven,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">She's bound, betrayed,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">knowingly surrendered</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">Nothing she can do</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">Will make him stay,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">His aim is to</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">Ravage and plunder away</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">But the hunter doesn't know he's hunted,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">By an unkind mistress</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">Who leaves him drained</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">And in distress</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">A silent lady on the side,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">She won't take away his charm..</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">She won't be his bride,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">But neither will she bring him harm</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">Looking into the mirror,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">He now curses everyday..</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">Left with a reminder</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #222222;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 13px;">As she ticks away..</span></span></div>
Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-46600850681961968312014-06-08T12:25:00.001-07:002014-06-08T12:25:05.000-07:00Hello, Good-bye..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Look back upon your perfect life,<br />
Go through it all like a haze,<br />
Things aren't as they seem, you realize<br />
Navigate a complex maze<br />
<br />
Don't wake me,<br />
I'm dreaming,<br />
Our love's a crime<br />
<br />
You won't feel me self-destruct,<br />
As you pick your life, imperfect,<br />
And we both watch each other reflect,<br />
Reminisce with much regret<br />
<br />
Don't touch me,<br />
I'm screaming,<br />
Our love's a lie<br />
<br />
Moving on sounds so hard,<br />
Even as it seems absurd,<br />
There's nothing worse than this wound,<br />
Because this wound, was my world<br />
<br />
Don't love me,<br />
I'm bleeding,<br />
My love, good-bye..</div>
Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-67075927089862054812012-08-30T06:32:00.000-07:002012-08-30T06:38:49.180-07:00Must've..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<br />
I'm heading home,<br />
To a place without her,<br />
I'm heading to<br />
A place without love<br />
<br />
I'm going back<br />
To where I don't belong,<br />
But it's so black<br />
Void of her song<br />
<br />
The scent of her kiss,<br />
still fresh on my lips,<br />
The memories of our bliss<br />
Are mine to reminisce<br />
<br />
Ah, the memories are still there<br />
For me to drown in,<br />
For that future,<br />
For which I was longing<br />
<br />
Though time will tell<br />
If I made a mistake,<br />
Or if I deserved this,<br />
This dreaded heart-break<br />
<br />
But she'll come back, won't she?<br />
Because after all we'd been through,<br />
whatever she meant to me,<br />
I must've meant something to her too..</div>
Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-56839392568542912202012-08-20T04:02:00.001-07:002012-08-20T04:02:36.308-07:00The Princess & The Frog..You were a princess<br />
And I was just a frog,<br />
But for you though<br />
I did not long<br />
<br />
You came to my pond<br />
And before long,<br />
You lured me<br />
With your incessant song<br />
<br />
Taken by your beauty<br />
And of what we could be,<br />
I gave you all<br />
A frog could give and more<br />
<br />
You kissed my soul<br />
And made me a Prince,<br />
Yours I'd be<br />
Forever, at your will<br />
<br />
As you didn't object<br />
I cast caution to the wind,<br />
I thought I did everything right<br />
To be your true king<br />
<br />
But as I became a Prince<br />
Strengthened by your armour without chinks<br />
Something in you changed<br />
That my frog-brain couldn't calculate<br />
<br />
Because as I became your Prince<br />
With all that you want,<br />
You then decided<br />
You didn't want me at all..Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-15002847870373338612012-08-02T08:14:00.004-07:002015-03-04T07:11:18.195-08:00My all..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: arial,sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;">Why did you lead me up</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">Only to bleed me out,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">Pull me all the way to heaven</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">Just to drag me down</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">Was it to let me know</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">That I was but a clown,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">For every laugh I won</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">Was at my expense, a scorn</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">I gave it all away</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">Damning all consequences,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">And I gained nothing in return</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">Except heartburn</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">But then it's not your fault</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">I guess I am to blame,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">Because no matter how I'd re-live it</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">It'd just end up the same</span><br />
<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">I know I must get up </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">every time I fall,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">But it hurts to know, next time,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd;">I can't give it my all..</span></div>
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Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-29419404340912232372012-06-02T07:55:00.000-07:002012-06-02T07:55:04.060-07:00Why do we..Every day, I feel older<br />
Every day feels colder<br />
So won't you <br />
pull me a little closer<br />
<br />
Inspite of love<br />
Would you remember,<br />
The strength of the seams<br />
That held us together<br />
<br />
Shades of black<br />
and whispers untold,<br />
A cry<br />
On an impassive shoulder<br />
<br />
Is it meaningless to apologize<br />
repentance for my guilt,<br />
As I agonize over<br />
a crime without a sin<br />
<br />
But now that its over<br />
Without a winner,<br />
Come to think of it,<br />
Why do we even bother..Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-70130414390744956782012-05-25T21:11:00.001-07:002012-05-25T21:13:41.289-07:00A Better ManIt's been too much<br />
Of heaven, to hold<br />
Its precious love, now<br />
turning cold<br />
<br />
There's an urge to turn<br />
This chill into warmth<br />
To say something nice<br />
To make it feel better<br />
<br />
But there's nothing left to say<br />
As it's all been said and done<br />
There's nothing left to give<br />
As I've given all and held back none<br />
<br />
Holding on to something <br />
Gifted so hastily<br />
Is difficult to let go<br />
And be crushed inside every day<br />
<br />
Though with time<br />
I couldn't take any more<br />
But I also know that with time <br />
I'll be fine, I'll be better.. <br />Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-42260288481851290262012-04-15T10:49:00.003-07:002012-04-15T22:17:22.408-07:00The art of falling apart..Once the carpet is gone<br />The floor is laid bare,<br />As the windows are blown<br />And the heavy sunlight glares<br /><br />When the pipes are smashed<br />And the water flows to waste,<br />As the concrete is broken<br />And the steel can't be salvaged<br /><br />Then you begin to wonder<br />Wasn't this shelter <br />to be forever<br />Built like a rock, not paper<br /><br />As you begin to question<br />this foundation ground to dust<br />Was that all it was<br />Love relegated to lust<br /><br />Life is short,<br />so rebuild your heart, <br />But only once you've learnt the art<br />of falling apart..Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-88982928795676912202012-03-28T22:37:00.000-07:002012-03-28T22:39:43.249-07:00The WaitAfternoon's gone<br />And evening is nigh,<br />Without you I've spent<br />Another lonely night<br /><br />Even the lava lamp's dead<br />With no remorse<br />Pictures in my head<br />With no recourse<br /><br />Things seem different<br />When we don't pick a fight<br />Would I love you more<br />Under a different light<br /><br />At my wits' end<br />And out of my mind,<br />Always in deadlock<br />Nev'r in line <br /><br />Stumbling through a haze<br />For what should be mine<br />I await your call<br />For one last time..Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-30285159820120566282012-01-31T10:14:00.000-08:002012-01-31T10:16:59.215-08:00Wanted: Black SwanWhy<br />Am I insecure about someone<br />I'm not with<br /><br />And<br />Not sure of something<br />I'm secure in<br /><br />Why<br />Am I still unsure<br />Of life itself<br /><br />Is that<br />How my brain <br />Is wired to be<br /><br />Wondering<br />Will she be my soul-mate<br />On this rough trail <br /><br />And <br />Would she have me<br />As much as I'd want her<br /><br />Would she <br />love me for an eternity<br />As long as I'd love her<br /><br />Or<br />Will she change with time<br />And become my Delilah<br /><br />Oh<br />I could throw up<br />And I ought to grow up<br /><br />Knowing <br />that only an ephipany<br />would break me out<br /><br />Of this infinite loop..Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-36613535927179678642011-12-31T11:36:00.000-08:002012-06-26T12:18:36.561-07:00Memory Of You<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Wish you could hear this song<br />
Playing aloud in my head,<br />
Without you, it feels so wrong<br />
Without you here instead<br />
<br />
Written for your smile<br />
Lost in your charm,<br />
Written for the years,<br />
You'd burrow into my arms<br />
<br />
I'm living a million lifetimes with you<br />
Even though you're so far,<br />
But even with all those lifetimes<br />
I'd still want one more<br />
<br />
I'm a prisoner of these dreams<br />
But so chained to reality,<br />
A sentence to be served<br />
Away from you for an eternity<br />
<br />
What kept me going, yesterday,<br />
And held me alive today,<br />
Is the memory of you for tomorrow<br />
Till the end of all days..</div>Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-93730163308374802011-12-22T09:24:00.001-08:002011-12-22T09:24:51.118-08:00What I Need..As I look into your eyes,<br />those pupils leading to your mind<br /><br />When every scent pleasures you<br />Lingering in your sigh<br /><br />When every pore on your body<br />feels me to the brim<br /><br />As you listen to my voice<br />Shaped by love not whim<br /><br />When you've let me fill,<br />Your mind, body and soul<br /><br />All I need is your lips<br />To say, "I'm yours, my love"Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-70988382985771165132011-12-22T08:56:00.000-08:002011-12-22T09:21:26.414-08:00SatisfactionI saw the most beautiful girl tonight<br />The wind riding her hair<br />I fell for her smile<br />which I couldn't compare<br /><br />Felt an eternity pass by<br />in that instant<br />Lived a lifetime with her<br />in that moment<br /><br />But do I open my mouth<br />Before I lose that second<br />Should I murmur or shout<br />See if her toes beckoned<br /><br />I met the most beautiful girl tonight<br />Spoke to her for a while<br />I had to be satisfied, with her smile<br />Knowing, she'd never be mineVinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-48621862317733659522011-11-27T01:06:00.000-08:002011-11-27T01:22:47.054-08:00Home.Eight A.M.,<br />I'm out of bed,<br />Dreading my <br />day ahead<br /><br />On my way,<br />At my desk,<br />I drift away<br />Right and left<br /><br />She's always there,<br />in my sight,<br />never out <br />of my mind's eye<br /><br />Away from her,<br />By a hundred miles,<br />Yet in no time,<br />Am by her side<br /><br />Trees and birdies<br />on lazy evenings<br />like in the movies<br />But is it worth it?<br /><br />And afterwards<br />as everything subsides,<br />That's when I,<br />Realize<br /><br />I'm a fool in my <br />Own imagination<br />Loving whom<br />Without reciprocation<br /><br />Now its eight P.M.,<br />in this world,<br />I'm heading home<br />Where i'll be alone<br /><br />Its also eight P.M.<br />In another world,<br />But where I'm heading to<br />Her heart's my home..Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-70765430800876344782011-10-29T03:28:00.000-07:002013-10-26T14:30:58.233-07:00Taken..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Though we talked for hours on end<br />
We never talked about it,<br />
And yet there's so much of you<br />
that I still can't reach<br />
<br />
I can't spurt cliches<br />
or fancy pick-up lines,<br />
But I wouldn't mind trying<br />
If that's what you like<br />
<br />
I hope I've done you no harm<br />
or promises I've breached,<br />
I pray I haven't gone wrong<br />
with all those romantic schemes<br />
<br />
I think I've grown up<br />
Matured and changed,<br />
And I hope I don't end up<br />
Making the same mistake again<br />
<br />
As I try hard to reconcile<br />
That no matter how much I try,<br />
You'd only be taken<br />
By whom you want to be taken by..</div>
Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4237848787569307761.post-61783056624084385332011-10-05T13:15:00.000-07:002011-10-06T06:08:32.264-07:00Lost in you..Streaking<br />Across the sky<br />Diamond studded<br /><br />Falling<br />Through space<br />Unobstructed<br /><br />Hoping<br />Yet contemplating<br />If you'd catch me<br /><br />Crash-landing<br />Into your arms<br />Safely<br /><br />Awakening<br />from a dream<br />seen vividly<br /><br />Brushing aside<br />thy tresses<br />upon your visage<br /><br />Lost, looking,<br />At you<br />For eternity<br /><br />Confusions evaporate<br />And my mind is as clear <br />as can be<br /><br />Need no eyes to see<br />That you are so beautiful<br />To me..Vinothraj Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08797895577395747782noreply@blogger.com4