Mine..

From the moment i saw
that twinkle in your eye,
I knew I'd found my elixir,
of life, and joy

Waiting for that day,
To spend a moment with you,
Pursuant to a fault,
What I thought was true

We kept no secrets,
From the past,
Since the time we knew,
This would last

We moved in rhythm,
our thoughts in sync,
Like lapping waves,
passionate to the brink

All those rules broken
with our love, unspoken,
Till time unending,
till the tides would come in

But come in they did,
and the devil did they send,
You chose bitterly (i hope)
to let it end

Now battered and bruised,
I'm left to rue
Chances untaken
My loss uninsured

Those lovely eyes
black pearls, never mine,
Those tiny lips
mine would never entwine

I used to think
Love maketh a man,
But now I know
only heartbreak can

As i drift into bliss
in my mind's eye,
onto memories
that i fantasize

Another place,
another time..
Another world,
and you'd be mine..

About Time..

I thought I knew
heaven when I spotted her,
I thought I knew
ecstasy as she spoke..

I thought she knew
my feelings as I laughed with her,
But she never knew
what she meant to me and more..

I thought it was
as obvious as it could be,
What more could she want
what more than me?!

How can i make her realise
that its never a perfect fit,
You've got to twist and turn
just a little bit..

I guess its time I tell her
that she's exquisite,
Its about time I took my chances
Or about time I quit..

Straight from the heart..

Waiting with doubt
Of what you bring
Dreaming of love
Hanging by a string

Someone to care for
Someone to hold
What am I there for
When the nights are cold

Take my hand
Don't be afraid
Leave the hate
It's time to heal the pain

After all the talk
With a moment of silence
Let's reflect
That this wasn't prescience

That we have known
Right from the start
We shall love
And never shall we part..

On higher ground..

I know i promised myself
I wouldn't hurt anymore
But times have changed & things i've heard,
Made me miss you more

Left adrift treading the sea
I ask myself how
"If you weren't sure she cared then
Why do you care now?"

Now that I know, what transpired
I guessed you would be down,
But then I admired you smiling away
Albeit with a frown

I thought revenge would mean
You rotting in hell
But you don't seem to be
needing any help

But in my pain,
To my surprise I found
What drove me less insane
Was being on the moral high ground..

Captain Spack Jarrow

You think you could make it in an instant
like a cup of coffee
But then you lose the moment
like the flash at sunset

As you step out
onto waters untread
with nothing but your will
and a mind unread

Like a tree without the sun
a bird losing its song
Its hard, so hard
Like man without a God

Then you know its time
time to unfurl your wings and fly
leaving the ground behind
and everything will turn out fine..

I'm gonna miss you..

I'd look over my shoulder
Thinking you'd look back too,
Then as i saw you with another
I was struck down with horror,
That I'm the fool here, not you..

I guess I'll move along
Its been ages since you've gone
About time I put you out of my mind
No more lovers' fight,
Time for a clean slate, tonight ..

I hope you never change
Enjoying life, like a child
Without bitterness or rage
I have no hate to confide
I wish, happiness, you will find..

Now that we are through
I'll have to find somebody new
Find somebody better
But i know, forever,
I'm gonna miss you..

I'm gonna.. miss.. you...

500 Days of Bummer..

There she goes
walking down the street,
Eyes all turn
when she's dancing to the beat..

Work's not a chore
with her lighting up your life,
Nothing's a bore
by the shining moonlight..

She's like a flower in bloom
Every time she sleeps,
Summer in June
that is what she is..

We needed no answer
but for a lover's sigh,
Then every single frown
turned into a fight..

Should've seen them coming ,
away, from a mile
Should've taken stock,
of those subtle signs..

Passion and romance,
Its all just a game,
Nothing is forever,
Neither love nor pain..

Get over her mate,
Such is fate,
Love is like laundry,
Just rinse and repeat..