My all..

Why did you lead me up

Only to bleed me out,

Pull me all the way to heaven

Just to drag me down

Was it to let me know

That I was but a clown,

For every laugh I won

Was at my expense, a scorn

I gave it all away

Damning all consequences,

And I gained nothing in return

Except heartburn

But then it's not your fault

I guess I am to blame,

Because no matter how I'd re-live it

It'd just end up the same

I know I must get up 

every time I fall,

But it hurts to know, next time,

I can't give it my all..